aliooop

is coming to a conclusion. one week until i once again rome the bomb sheltered- dark halled east high school. i hate florescent lighting. why don't we have any god damned windows?
and
why do i feel like i'm in college already?
i dont think that i should have spent so much time at carrie and kaitlyn's dorms this past week. i feel like i should be attending UNL this semester and it's strange. i even feel like i went through rush. (although i NEVER will) i just heard so damn much about it--
cappa cappa gamma delta gama omega. what do these names mean anyway?-- are they greek?
ali is rambling...
but
i've been deprived of writing these days. i can't find my journal in my newly renovated room, and i havne't found time to frequent the mill this summer to catch up on any of it. i need to start noting events more in my live journal so i have something to look back on.

but how is everyone? (jenny, especially you. i want to hear how florida is)

I feel as if i get lazier by the day. god, i need to quit smoking pot.