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school is almost. over.

wowowowow

i'm having one of those months where i don't want to do anything. i want to stay in my apartment and watch CSI, do homework, and chatty-chat on the teli. People will call me and i find myself making excuses to stay in. haha, i feel pathetic, but honestly it feels sort of good. it's way too fucking cold outside. I started running (two miles a day) and i feel A LOT better. I also finally started taking birth control. I really see no difference in myself weight-wise, but then again i've only taken it a week and a half. Now i don't have to worry about babies, and maybe my mosquito bites will turn into boobs. haaaa. actually i don't really care.. ALSO i got a job (finally) i work at this new coffee shop [that hasen't opened up yet] called la viente? with isaac and claire. I start at the end of this month/beginning of next month. HOPEFULLY ASAP.. i need money so bad. classes are good.. no complaints.

also, i don't know how much longer i can do this distance thing. i try not to let it get to me, but having a boyfriend you can't just 'hang out' with really sucks after a year and a half. -- but i do realize it's a good situation IN a bad situation. there's always a catch. uuuh.

hows you guys doin? any new stuff going on in your lives. i feel like i haven;t talked to anyone forever.

mom: you drank too much in high school to give a shit about it in college.

thanks mom.

i got shoved into honors classes because i signed up too late. uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugggggggghhhhhh.

oh well, i guess i'll actually have to read this semester. haha.
and as mr. kwest would say,
"there ain't no tuition for havin' no ambition, and ain't no loans for sittin' yo' ass at home."

i'm also taking a class on social welfare, and i'm one of the only white people in the class. this semester should be interesting...